Busy busy 4/21/20

Busy busy  

In a tizzy

Lots of stuff to think and do

Always something while the decades flew

As time passed I began to see

The only way to get really free

Is to stop the head noise and pay attention 

Do it without any apprehension

Stay calm and peaceful in the present

Even when it seems unpleasant

Freedom is nowhere in but my head

I hope I learned that before I'm dead

Busy busy

In a tizzy

4/21/2020  day 39,390

Don't kill me 4/16/20

God please

Don't kill me

Yet

This voyage that you have sent me on

It is one incredible phenomenon

It only took me 80 years

To give up all my stupid fears

I learned a lot in the last decade

It makes me even  more dismayed

Now I know I'll never know

What I don't know but before I go

One thing I can now see clearly

Be grateful kind and love life dearly

God please

Don't kill me

Yet

day 28,509

Slave 4/12/20

Becoming an inner 

Directed being

From an outer directed

Slave

I used to think others made me mad

But now I'm mostly feeling glad

I have come to know

Who runs this show

Study and practice are the seeds that grow

It takes years to see the benefits they bestow

There is more to learn but I should start to teach

To solidify the learning that's  within my reach

Help folks seeing the great opportunities of life

And to study, learn and live without strife

Becoming an inner 

Directed being

From an outer directed

Slave

Roberts DeRopp

4/12/20 day 29,381

The way 4/11/20

When you know the why 

You can find the way

What is the one thing I would achieve

I can do it if I really believe

Spread the word that life is good

If that is really understood

I can practice my skills at every turn

Read and study think and learn

Give up my small minded petty attitude

Turn everything into gleeful gratitude

I'll pay the price and lead the charge

You're never too old to dream real large

When you know the why 

You can find the way

4/11/20 day 29,380

Only the dead 4/7/20

Only the dead 

Know and end to

WAR

We laugh and sing and make great art

Study and learn and get real smart

Laptops and smartphones are all the rage

The world wide web has turned a new page

India and Pakistan are talking about war

The Syrians are making dead bodies galore

Our president  want's to drop bomb on Iran

Remember the dead that we left in Saigon

There's a giant flaw in some human beings

They plunder and kill without any feelings 

Only the dead

Know and end to

WAR

Unknown

4/7/20 day 29,75

Drain away 4/4/20

What still can be 

Drains away

In the routine of my

Daily busyness

Do this do that

Don't get too fat

Check my email feed the cat

Put wood in the stove do the dishes

Cook up something really delicious

All my big plans are just fictitious

Old men should know their place

Give up their dreams and quit the race

But still my mind set a rapid pace

Soon mother time will settle my case

Refuckinglax

All is weller than ever

4/4/20  day 29,373