Wisdom 12/31/19

This is not a test 

It's training

Pick up heavy weights

And get strong

Deal with a nasty pain in the ass

Do it with gratitude

Good humor and diligence

Gain resilience and

Wisdom

Do it every day and

Become one

Tough motherfucker

(That's one word)

day 20,279

Training

This is a test

Pass or fail

And there will be another

                                                   Test
                                        It's all staged for my

Training

So when the Reaper

Shows up

I will be able to laugh

In his face

As he releases me from

My training

day 29,278

Meat

Riding around

In a corpse

"I"often think of it as "my" leg

But it might as well be a wooden peg

It does what "I" tell it for just a while

"I" hope to give it up with style

"My" head is full of petty shit

"I" hardly ever use "my" wit

Soon "I'll" know if there's  more than meat

"My" trip through time will be complete

Riding around 

In a corpse 

day 29,277

Start again

No place to stand

No safe harbor in this

Wind storm of time

Getting     ----    Better

Getting

Worse

Every instant is a

New chance

Start again 

day 29,276

Get through

This is not a pain in the ass 

Or something to

"Get through "

In this one instant 

I can choose to practice my

Only purpose

The project that defines 

All projects

The practice of creating

Joyful gratitude

No matter what kind of

Shit storm is coming down

day 29,274

Get a dog

Like many things in life 

This higher being

Came to live with us by

Total chance

And the first thing we did

Was to get him mutilated

By our Vet

The plastic funnel around 

His neck

Had no impact on his appetite

Or his joyful greetings

That was over 10 years ago

Every day around 4 AM

He quietly whines in my ear

 About his hunger

He has been a continuous source of

Joy and good humor

Get a dog

day 29,272 

Xmas 2019

Entropy

Entropy

Just rotting away

All that's left is decay

It all went so fast

I thought it would last

So many bright days

Now lost in a haze

Sounds sad but it's not

I still don't know squat

There's so much to learn

Before I adjourn

I will study with gratitude

And a kind loving attitude

Entropy

Day 29,271

Training

Sit still

Keep quiet             Finish your food

Change your underwear

Stop crying             Make your bed 

Don't lie to me

Look at me when I'm talking to you

Put your things away

For Christ sake sit still

My training began

80 years later he says

Coming to earth

Was the best thing that ever happened

To me

What I know

Here's what I know

 I don't know what I don't know 

 And I never will 

But

  I know a hell of a lot more 

 Then I used to know 

 And not as much as 

 As I'm going to now 

 If I keep living

One thing

I think I know is 

 I can train myself to keep 

 My head out of my ass 

More and more often

All is well

The longest nite of 2019

On time #2

Noon

December 20 2019

Oneonrta New York

This time space coordinate only happens once

In the infinity of the universal unfolding

And if you agree to be there, then

Fucking be there

20 minutes early if you’re coming short distance

And a day early if you’re coming from Hong Kong

On time is a mindset

Bet # 1

Never

Make a bet that you can’t afford to lose 

Examples 

Russian roulette

The rent money

Every once in a while the unlikely happens 

Take risks try new things

That’s where the spice of life resides

But stay away from projects that can kill you 

Or put you in a homeless shelter

time 544

Time 543

The

Big picture

It took me real long to get the picture

I thought misery was a permanent fixture

Lady fortune sent me a book

It helped me realize what it took

To lead the charge and take the helm

And give up all my overwhelm

Life is short and there is much to do

So study, learn and always review

Enjoy the scenery it won't last

Very soon it will all have passed

The

Big picture

7//15/19 #543  29,109 

Pain free 542

Hey old-timer

Move like you're alive

You'll be pain free for ever

Any time now

This is a very short-term situation

We are stumbling around in

Make the best of it

Be curious and

Learn wholesome life skills

Think, eat real food, study, keep your word,

Exercise, get enough sleep,stay hydrated

And always show up five minutes early

As far as I can tell this is a one-shot deal

I will stop wasting my time

On unwholesome mind states

Hey old-timer

Move like you're alive

You'll be pain free for ever

Any time now

5/26/19 #542 day 29,059

Relentless 541

Relentless

Ruthless

Discrimination

Time is life and life is time

And all I do is sit and rhyme

I'll choose with care the things I do

My days are down to just a few

I worked real hard and planned ahead

Never believed that I would wind up dead

But now it's clear my time has passed

And nothing I can do will last

So today with joy I'll do what's next

I'll be kind, helpful and not get perplexed

Relentless

Ruthless

Discrimination

5/19/19 #541 day 29,052

Only now 540

Only 

Now

Howling winds and blowing snow

Another day the same old show

One by one the day is march by

Some day soon I'm going to die

But today can be the best one yet

I'll live it fully without regret

Study,learn and write some bullshit

Do push-ups, sit-ups and try to stay fit

Break the chains and charge ahead

There's a lot to do before I'm dead

Only

Now

5-1-19  #539

Consistently do 538

It's not what you know 

It's what you

Consistently do

Think and study everyday

Be grateful and laugh as you decay

Tell the truth and keep your word

Stay lean and fit don't get deterred

Only ones will we live today

Let compassion light the way

Teach what most you want to learn

Don't let fear be of concern

Chew,stand stright and get lots of sleep

Be always ready to take a leap

It's not what you know

It's what you

Consistently do

Tony Robbins

3-24-19 #538

Pace 539

Keep up the pace 

We all lose the race

I sit and ponder how quick life goes

And sand the dead skin from my toes

This day can be the best one yet

I'll be kind and grateful without regret

Stand straight,relax there's still much to learn

Study and think there's no time to burn

There still may be time to create my vision

If I give up all my indecision

This may be the day

I'll stay out of the way

Keep up the pace 

We all lose the race

3-11-19 #539